Student Council Elections

yes i am running for student council.

Today was elections.

I SINNED

I LIED

oh lord pls forgive me….

i am feeling very guity and i hate myself for being such a hypocrite such a liar…..

I made empty promises to ppl when they asked me to vote for them…

how can i answer them other than saying yes?

say NO to them in their face?

I dont know.

But i only have eight votes and i only want to vote for ppl i really think are capable.

I M SORRY.

In the end, i only voted for 5 really deserving ppl.

which excludes me.

i see no point in voting myself but the teachers encouraged it.. weird it is.

Now comes the fear again,

what if i dont get in?

everybody has been telling me ” aiyah u confirm get in one la”

but what if i dont???

it would be embarrassing man!!!

and due to the exceptional confidence ppl have in me, what if they didnt vote me assuming that others would….what if in the end everybody has that mentality?

oh lord pls guide me,pls send the holy spirit to me and may everything turn out fine.Pls tell me that my worry is unnecessary.

Amen.